i seriously have so little use for humans.

in LJ i have tried, stupidly, to reverse the progress of my misanthropic nature, to find some bit of humanity that i could connect to. hell, everybody in the fucking world seemed, at the time, to be finding the loves of their lives onfuckingline. i thought i might at least find some people to be friends with.

oops.

as was recently pointed out to me by michaeldowling, i am a freak and not worthy of friendship.

as was also recently pointed out to me by jameth, one ought to work while at work.

i am so done here.